signs of britney

i told myself, "NO, you may not see him again. he's arrogant and controlling and all wrong for you," after his last phone call. and i followed the orders perfectly.

for two weeks.

and then he called again. i have no willpower. i told him no the first time he called. the second time, he said please. please, i need to see you. we don't have to have sex. i just need to see you.

now ask if we had sex.

sigh.