the scoop

i've been all conflicted about this boy for a couple of weeks now. the good news is that i resolved the conflict today. he's been all about the bootie-call, but i hesitated because (a) i wanted something more and (b) i was under the impression that he had FBs all across the States. today, on the way home from class, i decided that if i wasn't put into the position where i would have to share him with anybody, i would sleep with him. before you hollar at me for compromising my integrity, yada, yada, you should know that it was more a matter of convenience. i'm taking two graduate classes this semester and teaching six classes (five preps) AND coaching speech. i don't really have the time or energy for a relationship, but i CAN do the occassional bootie-call. he came over this afternoon and we clarified the "girl in every port" theory over lunch. he does NOT have a girl in every port. he does not have a sex partner right now, he says. and i choose to believe him.

so, yes, i let him into my bed. OMG. and that's all i'll say about that for now.