a bad week...
i feel like the air has all gone out of me. between all of the shit at work, the fact that i'm dead broke 2 weeks before i get paid again, the realization that all delta men ARE alike (even as they break your heart over and over again), missing my family desperately, and the knowledge that grad school's wrapping up... it just makes me sad. i'm so, so sad. all i want to do is hole up and ignore the world, but i have a football game where i have to wear a happy face, and i have class tomorrow, where i have to pretend to be perfectly fine. so i'll wear a mask and keep moving forward. and i'll keep feeling so raw that if somebody touches me, i'll bleed.
i'm sure it'll be all better next week.