too much drama.

oxford was a mess today. people were mean and whiny and superficial. we're down to four classes before we don't have this cohort anymore, and we're tearing each other apart instead of building our friendships into something long-lasting and meaningful. we sat in the same room and argued over using the word "they," we played silly, petty little games, and we put each other down. our last semester isn't supposed to play out like this. we were so proud of the fact that we all actually got along and hung out that we forgot to make our friendships deeper than requisite phone calls and playing darts in bars.

i don't even want to go anymore.