towanda takes a nap

sleep
need
now

not that i ever want to say that i need a man (because i can do it myself, dammit), but - MAN - i could use a good man to have around. and not one of the jailbait rugrats running around here that so generously offering to entertain me. the funny part is that it's only when i'm completely exhausted (like this moment) that i feel this way. usually, i'm just as content as could be, having fun with flirting with the random men on the street. but when i'm worn down and tired out, i want to find a nice man to curl up with. i got too used to the comfort factor when i was with john. you know how little kids fall on top of each other and just sleep that deep sleep, the one where you couldn't wake them up if the world depended upon it? that's a nice sleep to find, and it's much easier to find if you have that comfortable person with you. maybe i'm romanticizing it. maybe i'm just remembering with the part of me that wants to remember the good times. does it really matter? i'm too tired to care. going to go curl up and take a nap. love to all. faith